If I wear Bright blue pants And a Neon green sweater Tomorrow Will I look Normal wierd or Stupid wierd or Cool wierd And Does it matter If I wear the Same thing Tomorrow I wore today What does that mean If I dress like A librarian Or like a social worker Does that give A comforting message These things I wonder
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Lying in the sand In the heat Sun burning me Feels like healing me Close to my baby girl We do nothing We lie Heavy weights On the sand Feel white grit Of earth Packed Underneath us Sun beats into Tired wired mind Skull And eyes Heart pulled too tight Worry weighs the days Until we drop on the sand Burrow into Heat and sun Lie still Letting it heal On the beach Picking out a new closet I can see he doesn't Like me. Is uncomfortable When I don't let my Requests get shut down Senses it immediately And moves back slightly I wonder who fought like this In his life Subtle sniping almost unnoticeable Except to the trained Listener So I back down not wanting To be the horrible wife And let the full Rush of closet ideas Sweep over me and Overwhelm my brain Can't even imagine How we can be those people With special shelves for shoes I go home and start Throwing away shoes Immediately I slip sideways Again like A boat at sea Rough weather Need to hang on Keep from sliding off Slip sideways Slide off away Hang on What happens if I let go Back to normal Even sidewalks Walls don't tilt Lean in Don't fight it Settle down Will it just slip sideways Slide off away Hang on Don't let go Don't let go That would be Totally cool If it were better If it was all better I'd be into that If she figured things out Sorted out distortions Got her thoughts in order And just fixed it all That would be totally cool I'd be into that Today I'm excited about the new project Today things are falling into place Today the outlook is for fair weather I will remember this tomorrow When I'm overwhelmed, frustrated or angry And when I say I quit and Why am I doing this Because today it all seems possible |