Me try try try He pout pout pout Me try more He grouch grouch Finally I say fuck it I don't want to spend All this money when you Aren't even speaking to me Oooo a wedge is driven in And I tell him back Exactly how it went down And now His defenses Aren't so solid I should have said Fuck it Earlier I guess
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Connecting the dots That weave happenings from Childhood Into fears later on And to sadness Anger and rage Can take away Power held Over years Of life's living Experience And cut through Fear To the truth That was never Ever spoken That you were Always innocent Always perfect and Always Worthy of love The darkness you're hiding Is writ large on your face The secret you keep from the light Will always be found For you will find it Every day No matter how hard you run Away It will never Ever Be gone 4:30am everyone in line looks stunned Little girls with elaborate hairdos frown Maybe it's pulled too tight? Mom's hair falls lank I got up at 2am and did their hair she grimaces Next to me a young man pointedly stares at his phone No cozy conversation there I read too fast nearly finish half the book Nothing to read if I finish too soon In the layover carts beep and roller boards whir Everyone on their phones my plane's delayed I'm so tired how are the kids can you pay that bill hope you didn't pull that tendon Across a woman growls I can't wait for a beer 9am Soon I'll see the families Ten and twenty years between some sightings Only at funerals now That is why we are meeting It's a This Is Not A Funeral Cousin Fest My anger irritation Simmered right Beneath the surface Ready to erupt At the wrong word The wrong look Old anger rose anew As we brought Yesterday's issues to Today's meeting I seethed Held my head Shut my mouth I told my boss She said It was great that I kept My mouth Shut The master says Light is the root of heavy Heavy is the root of light By letting go it Comes to me By humbling myself I am forgiven In forgetting I am remembered In silence I can sing In singing is the root of silence Love is hate Rich is poor My cat is rich I am poor I have everything and I have nothing Love is not hate Hate is not love Learn to love All is love |